AHHHHHH. I can't take it anymore! The fued and the drama! Please let it end.

It's just... everyone talking shit about the other party.. to me. And at the same time, I'm friends with both parties, so I can't even fully agree with one party and AHHHHHHH. I want to dissapear into a little hobbit hole and live there forever like what's his face from the Hobbit. GUAR. I would rather be a lonely, old hobbit-fart than being friends with two sides that fight all the freaking time. But I love those friends. Both sides of them. *sigh*

I love you guys. But don't be suprized if the both of you drive me away into the pit of insanity. T_T;

Song of the moment: "Kitty" by Yuki Hsu
I am feeling: Hungry. *cry*


Blaaah. I was going to this bonfire at Twin Lakes beach today for community service, but my stupid sister used the car and watched 987239487234 movies with her friends. The thing started at 4 and would end at 10:30... but I COULDN'T GO BECAUSE OF MY SISTER. I could have gotten hella community service and I could add onto my college application! But I couldn't. GOD. Once again, I am sooooo happy that she's leaving tommorow, geezus Christ.

I have another volounteer thingy tommorow morning, though. I get to go to the football game [yay. -_-] at 11AM-2PM and work as the flag---mover----person. I get ten extra credit points for U.S. History, so that's good. Afterwards the football game, I'm going straight back to my house and take a shower/get ready for MGL. ^.^.^.^.^.^.^.^ Let's see.... I burnt Ray 5 video CDs of Korean music videos so that we can just take moves from Shinhwa and Boa for our routine. lol. =X

Song of the moment: "Try Me" by Namie Amuro
I am feeling: ANNOYED


I am mother freaking happy that my stupid sister is finally leaving tommorow. God... my family is almost [wait, no... MORE] as lame as my dull-head English teacher. I accidently left my wet towel [from when I took a shower... duh] on my mom's bed again. She hits me upside the head and yells, "Anong ginagawa ng towlia mo sa kama ko?" My sister walks in and adds, "Wala sha ng isip."

Translation: [mom] "What is your towel doing on my bed?!!"
[sister] "She never thinks"

WTF. My sister is such a fucking dud. I don't think? I'm dumb? You should check out her college English journal, and you'll see WHO'S dumb. She has the grammar and IQ of a fifth-grader. She still gets the words, "To" and "From" mixed up, and she ranked in 213 out of 240 students in her college in the Philippines. Me? My grades were straight A's last year, if not A+'s. My sister struggeled to get B's when she went to Harbor. *mumbles* Who's dumb now? Moron.

She and I also have really stupid fights now and then. We even wish for each other's deaths in some of our verbal arguments. For instance, I said to her when she got back from Las Vegas, "Holy shit, I can tell you gained hella weight. And in one week? Damn. I can even see cellulite on your arms... that's fucking disgusting." [her] "So, what do you care?" [me] "Uhh... you might die? Not that I care or anything." [her] "Wouldn't you like that?" [me] "Damn right."

I'm so mean. Like I care, but anyways... I've also made my sister cry three times. In front of me, too. I don't know how much she has cried in solitary confinement, but yeah. I'm meaner to my sister than to anyone else in the entire world. I am exceptionally nice to everyone else, unless they do something really big to piss me off. But that never really matters anyways, since I always forget all the bad and idiot things that people do to me in less than a couple of days. But my sister... ugh, my sister. She has done so much shit to me in my entire life, that nothing good she does to me or will ever do for me will counter-act the stuff from the past. The only thing I will never do my family, is hit them. They're far larger than me and I would die if ever I got into a physical fight with any of them. x_X;;;;

Song of the moment: "Hypnotize" by Notorious B.I.G.
I am feeling: Thuggish


Yo yo yo. I am da AzN ThUg part of MiL LiEk WhuT yO!

*dies*

ANYWHO. Yeah, I'm working on a super duper mother freaking cool ass cutesey site. The only thing I really need now is space and a new domain!!! GAAHHH. I need to ask Bernie to hook it up, yo. ^.^ Other than that, I had sooo much free time during English, because everyone was reviewing other people's essays and stuff. Since I didn't even do my rough draft, I got to sit there and look like a dumb ass the entire period. How fun. -_-

Yeah, here's what I wrote about that stupid class and our stupid teacher:


Title: The imbecility of my English teacher [in which leads to... my English class.]

The dullness of my English class makes me want to jump out of my seat and SCREAM from all of this fashionably boring madness. Heh. "Boring" madness? I never knew there was such a thing. I also never knew I would ever come to hate the subject of English, also. All my life, in every single dreadful school year, I would always look forward on what my English class would have to offer. "What interesting book shall we read this year?" or "What will I learn, what will I do and how much more will I improve my writing? This is going to be so much fun, I can't wait".

Sadly, I get the most ludricrisly boring teacher in the world, Mr. Captain Dullhead Shoemaker Jr. I literally want to stick a rocket up his ass just so I could liven up his lifelessness appeal. He talks like the most stereotypical old-geezer science professor, yet seems to lack their intellect and progressively growing old-geezer ear hair.

My teacher is exceptionally young, I don't know how, or why he is so boring. He talks as lively as an old man from a nursery home that is about to eat carrots and peas for dinner or something. Although, he writes so elegeantly feminine, in which really makes me question wether or not he is a "Mrs. Shoemaker" underneath instead of the latter. o_O;

He talks for hours and yet, in his long lectures, I and the other students manage to learn so very little, if not anything at all. After his hellishly boring talk and explanation, he assigns the class to do something and magically dissapears through the mystifying door to the outside world. We always wonder about where he goes, for he's always out and about in long periods of time. Maybe he leaves to jack off somewhere in the teacher's lounge, or something. Heh. I guess that's where he spends all his energy at, instead of teaching "dumb" highschool students.

Although when he doesn't leave, he's always at his desk, reading the morning paper. I have no idea what interest the paper has to him, but obviously it holds greater importance than enlightening young minds, such as mine, that are so damn eager to learn new ways of writing. Oh, how we all crave to learn! [pun intended].

My jar of taciturnity with all of his lameness and dull way of teaching is almost to it's highest peak. How I wish to own a Concept V model with a 45AP caliber and shoot him up-side on his ignorant head in more times than a couple of MILLION. Then, I would kick his lifelessly dead head until it detaches from his body and shoot it through our school's basketball net.

T_T;



After I wrote this down on paper, I felt a little better. Gahh! He is so lame! _-_-;. But yeah, when I got done writing this, I busted out my "layout ideas" notebook and started planning for my new site. Drawing out layouts is soooo fun, but the coding part can be a real bitch. x_X; Oh well. But yeah, after I basically finished planning my whoe site, I brought out my English journal again and started writing whatever that was in my head. It made sense when I was writing it, because I just jotted down every single thought that was going on my head at the time, but reading back is a little confusing. @_@;;


Title: The most real and random thoughts of Mil

We are born... we yearn to learn, 'adviced' and urged to learn, are forced to learn. Throughout our lives, we work, search, love and lust--yet it all leads to one concluding end. That of which is most likely in a casket sorrounded in confinement by dirt. From richness, sickness and in health, to just plain dirt. Covered with fancy suits and beautiful dresses, we will sleep in eternity amongst the nothingness of death. No more worries, happiness, family or love--just death.

Why do we work so much for death? Why do we ignorantly carry on and work so hard throughout our lifetime for everything that we have and cherish, when it all leads to one, final thing? We act as if we will live forever, live life to its fullest, but for what? Memories? There are no memories after death.We would be lucky to be one in a million and be remembered for what we were and what we did.

Is that what we're really working for? To be remembered? To be just another page in the tradjic history of our Earth? The cycle continues on and on, the same as always. The only thing different about each turn of the wheel of life are the individuals. No, not even that. Do you think that you're the only one to live the life of.... you? Is that possible, from the masses of people born each day over the past thousands and millions of years? The lives of everyone are just recycled and repeated over and over, with little technical changes.

Personalities, ignorance and mistakes. They're all just similiar repeats. Why were we created? Is it to satisfy the crave of entertainment of the nothing? Perhaps human beings think too much. Should we just live our lives and do things with asking so much complex questions? Will that keep our sanity, or just keep us ignorant?

.....

I feel so alone. Friends, acquaintances and strangers sorroung me, yet I am so alone.

And I like it.

The feeling of being alone--detached from those occupying this bulk of rock we call Earth is so soothing. I love it. Away from judgement, idiocy and even love. It all gets old. I just want to be alone... to myself... to privacy.

Maybe that is what we are working for, really. The confinement of the walls of dirt.




Yeah.

o KEVBO: my phone is vibrating in my pants
o KEVBO: is that your text message
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: nope
I am NOT pangit: i don't know your number
I am NOT pangit: :o
I am NOT pangit: i'll vibrate in your pants
I am NOT pangit: ^_~

Blog a blog blog blog...

/me is lazy.

la la la la la


I am NOT pangit: i have a really big turkey sandwitch in my fridge...
I am NOT pangit: uuuuggghhh, it's too big
HUSKY is SEXY: share the wealth!
I am NOT pangit: it's like that big 8-foot long sandwitch that homer had
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: he kept eating it for months
HUSKY is SEXY: =O~~~~~~~~~~~
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: but it got all moldy
I am NOT pangit: D:
HUSKY is SEXY: =XXXXXXXXXXXXX
HUSKY is SEXY: @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@D=
HUSKY is SEXY: thats the throw up smiley
I am NOT pangit: LOL
HUSKY is SEXY: i think imma put a mini pizza in the toaster
HUSKY is SEXY: maybe that will fill me up
I am NOT pangit: wow... you use the toaster for everything
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: wonder what else you use it for...
I am NOT pangit: :o
HUSKY is SEXY: i toast...BUNS
I am NOT pangit: oohhhhh =O~~
I am NOT pangit: har har
HUSKY is SEXY: yeah they get rock hard
HUSKY is SEXY: i just like to grab it and...oooooooh
I am NOT pangit: ^_~
HUSKY is SEXY: but then...them buns have cheesy thighs
HUSKY is SEXY: all melted and shit
I am NOT pangit: eww
I am NOT pangit: that's friggin..
I am NOT pangit: ewwwww
I am NOT pangit: x_X
HUSKY is SEXY: u know u like it ^_~
HUSKY is SEXY: u LOVE the gooeyness
HUSKY is SEXY: and the fact that its yellow cheese
I am NOT pangit: omg.... that's just BEYOND me
I am NOT pangit: ROFL
HUSKY is SEXY: XD!
HUSKY is SEXY: oh yeah...i love to slap some meat with them cheezy thighs
I am NOT pangit: *is not listening* I JUST ATE.
I am NOT pangit: =X
HUSKY is SEXY: hahahaha how can u hear text anyways?
I am NOT pangit: ahhh
I am NOT pangit: fine
I am NOT pangit: *is not paying attention*
I am NOT pangit: ^^;
HUSKY is SEXY: i know u love the sight of meat slapped on some cheezy buns
I am NOT pangit: *la la la la la la la*
HUSKY is SEXY: after all...u said u eat em with a flaky crust
I am NOT pangit: *LA LA LA LA LA LA LA*
HUSKY is SEXY: hahaha of course you know im talkin about a ham and cheese sandwhich right?
HUSKY is SEXY: =D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am NOT pangit: T_T.
HUSKY is SEXY: u still like em ham and cheese hot pockets right?
HUSKY is SEXY: imma cook one right now
HUSKY is SEXY: yum yum
I am NOT pangit: *will never eat ever again*
I am NOT pangit: guarr
I am NOT pangit: you suck so bad
HUSKY is SEXY: i feel proud
HUSKY is SEXY: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: maybe now u wont be so taba
I am NOT pangit: T_T;
I am NOT pangit: I AM NOT MATABA!
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: *eats another dozen of pork ribs*
I am NOT pangit: I AM SO NOT!
HUSKY is SEXY: *squeezes the excess fat from gut folded over mil's pants*
HUSKY is SEXY: eeeeew
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: hey! i actually have NO excess fat from my pants... =(
HUSKY is SEXY: yeah your right....its just regular fat
I am NOT pangit: yup.
I am NOT pangit: darn proud of it!
I am NOT pangit: :D
I am NOT pangit: and I'm filipino, not Korean.. i CAN be fat
I am NOT pangit: i have the RIGHT too be fat
I am NOT pangit: wheeee
I am NOT pangit: \0/
HUSKY is SEXY: yeah all that damn twinkies
HUSKY is SEXY: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: now your obese
HUSKY is SEXY: eeeeeew
HUSKY is SEXY: husky girl
HUSKY is SEXY: XD
I am NOT pangit: HAHAHAHA
I am NOT pangit: HUSKY GIRL AND HUSKY BOY, IN ONE ROUTINE
I am NOT pangit: :o
HUSKY is SEXY: *dun dun dun*
HUSKY is SEXY: LOL
I am NOT pangit: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: sounds like super hero names
HUSKY is SEXY: *dun da da dun*
I am NOT pangit: hehe
I am NOT pangit: we're super heroes!
I am NOT pangit: we cure bulimia!
I am NOT pangit: aneorexia!
I am NOT pangit: we are the champions of Earth!
HUSKY is SEXY: and we save twinkies from the stomachs of nondeservers
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: and eat them!
I am NOT pangit: :D
HUSKY is SEXY: we are truly savors of twinkies
I am NOT pangit: tee hee <3
HUSKY is SEXY: we should enter as husky boy and husky girl
I am NOT pangit: no.. =(
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: okay, fine
I am NOT pangit: -_-;
HUSKY is SEXY: haha
HUSKY is SEXY: *applause*
I am NOT pangit: haha
HUSKY is SEXY: ok u can be thick girl if u dont want husky
I am NOT pangit: T_T
I am NOT pangit: wait
I am NOT pangit: do you think people will know it's me?
I am NOT pangit: or just some newb from vallejo?
HUSKY is SEXY: just ASS
I am NOT pangit: @_@
HUSKY is SEXY: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: if i enter as husky boy...people will definetly know its me
HUSKY is SEXY: XD
I am NOT pangit: hehe, i'd rather represent vallejo than sc anyways
I am NOT pangit: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: haha
HUSKY is SEXY: awesome!
I am NOT pangit: yuuuup
I am NOT pangit: sc sucks
I am NOT pangit: D:
HUSKY is SEXY: is it cuz of the bird eaters all over the place?
I am NOT pangit: hey, don't make fun of my family
I am NOT pangit: =\
HUSKY is SEXY: or the people who use birds as dildoes?
HUSKY is SEXY: lol
I am NOT pangit: now you're making fun of me!
I am NOT pangit: T_T
I am NOT pangit: hahahahaha
I am NOT pangit: jp jp jp jp jp ^^;
HUSKY is SEXY: HAHAHAHAHAH
HUSKY is SEXY: first goats...
HUSKY is SEXY: now birds?
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: i get little 4-year olds to catch the birds for me
HUSKY is SEXY: hahaha i should have a seperate page in my subby with all the kinky quotes from u
I am NOT pangit: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: like theres too much to put where all my other quotes are
I am NOT pangit: blogger! :P
I am NOT pangit: that's where i put the convos that i can remember to keep
I am NOT pangit: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: hahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY: good idea!
HUSKY is SEXY: lol
I am NOT pangit: :-D
HUSKY is SEXY: ill do it later
HUSKY is SEXY: i gotta cook rice....im hungry
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: in your toaster?
I am NOT pangit: ^^;
HUSKY is SEXY: i need some...cheezy buns slapped ith meat
I am NOT pangit: lol, that would be sad
I am NOT pangit: T_T
I am NOT pangit: ewwww
I am NOT pangit: god
HUSKY is SEXY: XD
HUSKY is SEXY: ill make u some cheezy buns slapped with some meat on saturday
I am NOT pangit: i will dump it on your head
HUSKY is SEXY: T_T
I am NOT pangit: :D
HUSKY is SEXY: u said u liked them!
HUSKY is SEXY: i was only trying to be a gentleman!
HUSKY is SEXY: T_T
I am NOT pangit: *runs away*
HUSKY is SEXY: fine...i shall slap u with the meat
HUSKY is SEXY: !
I am NOT pangit: EWWWW
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: a duel...
I am NOT pangit: instead of slapping me with a glove
I am NOT pangit: you slap me with meat
I am NOT pangit: -_-;
HUSKY is SEXY: u will get all gooey from the rezido of the cheese
I am NOT pangit: XD
HUSKY is SEXY: then i shall shove the cheesy buns to your face
HUSKY is SEXY: and say "remember u sent me these pics?!"
I am NOT pangit: and top it off with ketchup
I am NOT pangit: x_X;;;;;;;;
I am NOT pangit: eww
I am NOT pangit: nasty
I am NOT pangit: :x
I am NOT pangit: like... get a bunch of bloody thongs
I am NOT pangit: and slip in the buns
I am NOT pangit: =X
HUSKY is SEXY: @@@@@@@@@@D=
I am NOT pangit: hahahahahahaha
HUSKY is SEXY: ( _|_ )
HUSKY is SEXY: just a preview
I am NOT pangit: hahaha
HUSKY is SEXY:
( _ | _ )
@
@
@
I am NOT pangit: ewww
I am NOT pangit: lol
HUSKY is SEXY: a tree!
I am NOT pangit: cheesey!!


If you don't know what cheesy thighs are, click here. I am PROUD to say that I have this url memorized on the top of my head, and I can bust out with it everytime someone from Computer Graphics is being stupid and is in need of visual punishment. o_O;

I'll blog tommorow! I feel like just talking to people right now now *yawn*. Plus, I have to do my essay & summary.

Lucious Ass banner! o_o;



This took me 5 minutes making on Flash. ^^;;; Dooode... Flash is so freaking fun! Yeah, and I also made those text gifs that I have. Heh... I need to make more. I'll probably make some more animated text gifs with the Tahoma font later, if I don't get lazy. =)



I like this one better.

Songs of the moment: "Booty" by Jinusean and "Back that ass up" by Juvenile
I feel like: Dancing.


Tee hee. I have a really big ass! ^.^

[It might be because I'm bending over and sticking my ass in the air, but that's okay! :D]

Song of the moment: "Get Free" by The Vines
I am feeling: Wheee


Picture Time. o_O;; *kills everyone with a slow connection >:D*



This book is just full of scary and gruesome stories.. like everything else that Stephen King writes, ne? :P




Dork is me. XD








Hey look.. it's my shirt. o_O;


Edit: Hahahahhahahahaha!! I got more ass pics! XD XD XD. If you can't see that BIG ASS pictures to the left of your screen, then you really are blind. T_T;

Song of the moment: "Look Back Again" by Yaida Hitomi
I am feeling: Bored -_-


I'm in school right now.. yay. It doesn't even allot me to view all of my blogs. Stupidness liek WHUT. o_O;;. Gyeah... I told Ryan that I was going to Shoreline [my old Junior High] but it looks like I can't. I have to go to open gym, and afterwards I have hella homework I gotta do... I have to plan for my new website [wow!! I am actually getting off my butt and I'm going to make a new, working website! Goooo me. -_-]. Afterwards, I plan on going jogging with my basketball so I could practice some more. Today is a minimum day and since I have no last period class, I get out at 11:15.

Sorry Ryan!! =(

Song of the moment: "Intergalactic" by Beastie Boys
I am feeling: Still Happy-ish


Wow. I think I am going to take my picture down on findapix.com. o_O;;;

howzit !? just cruisin by to drop a line - check out my site More than just imports www.gstylistic.com Remember That! Don't forget to sign the guestbook on my site, and a message on my findapix If you want your pic up on my site just e-mail me one at gstylistic@hotmail.com (attached) lets chat sometime my aim sn: gstylistic -gabe --Representin' Frisco Cali. " - from gstylistic

Yeaahh. I checked out his profile thingy, and he gets pictures of naked chicks and puts them on his site or something. Uhh.... NO THANKS.
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I message this one chick, and tell her that she's pretty and I like her style in clothes. Here's her reply [if you can read it. o_O]

sawp thx fo tha 10 and i a so faltered u would like to look like me but it ain't easy erry boy wants me i hate that but o well holla back iight peace out - from hot_thang
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wuddup gurl...wanna holla at dis. gurl you be lookin fizine like red wizine. ....hahahaha....just kidding dude!! i don't talk like that, I'm just imitating the people on this findapix thingy (mostly *wannabe* thugs). All i can say dorky girls are hot, so you're hot! what more can i say! i like anime too! ok dude, let's chat one time if we're both bored. peace out dude. anthorny ...oh i mean Anthony - from shrimpnut

I'm a dork and now I cry. =(
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GIVE ME YOUR HAIR. - from HOLLY!! lol. XD/
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Short random ratings:
--deeyam gurl... lewkin sexay... gottah give yah da thumb en fist fo sh0
--hah pretty cute =) .. hit it back sometime girl..peace and love.. ~sin~ =)
--I Love Your Pic...Very Beautiful! Hope u check out Mine too! see ya ttyl !
--@};--Hey there cutie. I came across your pic. And I gotta say you look FINE SO Im gonna drop you a dime. Any ways yea. Hit up my page and rate me. Keep in touch yo. Later beautiful--;{@
--UHHHHHH....YOU'RE DAMN HOT, GET BACK TO ME SOON K? 10+
--dayummmm gurl.... ur fawkin hot... thats all to be said
--ima give u a dime cuz u look hot to meeh..i like dat look dat u have..well gotta go now..
--hey your like..beautiful..but that's only cause its a picture..i bet you'd be cute in person..i am rating you whippee yay! ok..i gave you a 10..anddddd..take care of your self. bye now


*runs away*

HUSKY is SEXY: bil bil mil...aka the taba gaga

XD

Song of the moment: "Never Forget the Days" by Hitomi
I am feeling: Happy-ish


Oh my God!! I lost half a pound from basketball already!! hahahahahaha. Take THAT, Ray!! *looks down onto scale*..... *finds my bil bil on the towel racket*

Aww. ='(

MonkeyFuStyle: trip hop ownzerz j00
I am NOT pangit: trip hop?
I am NOT pangit: like hip hop?
I am NOT pangit: like hop pop?
I am NOT pangit: pop pop!
I am NOT pangit: poooooop?
MonkeyFuStyle: mmhhmmmm
I am NOT pangit: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: no
MonkeyFuStyle: like....
MonkeyFuStyle: trip
MonkeyFuStyle: FUCKING
MonkeyFuStyle: hop
I am NOT pangit: hehe
I am NOT pangit: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: yew
MonkeyFuStyle: stupid
MonkeyFuStyle: whore
I am NOT pangit: =(
MonkeyFuStyle: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHDF LKDSJFLKSJDFLISJDFOISDJFOISJDF SKDJFOSKDJ FOSDKJF OSDF FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK LIMIT!!!!! LIMIT!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK ALKDJFLSKDJFLSDKJFSDL!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!

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MonkeyFuStyle: my gf just jumped me
MonkeyFuStyle: lol
MonkeyFuStyle: sorry...yew didn't need to know that
I am NOT pangit: lolol
MonkeyFuStyle: hah
MonkeyFuStyle: like
MonkeyFuStyle: her parents left to go to the store
MonkeyFuStyle: then I hear
MonkeyFuStyle: "come on...let's go have sex in my room"
I am NOT pangit: LOL
MonkeyFuStyle: XD
I am NOT pangit: that's nice
I am NOT pangit: hahahahaha
MonkeyFuStyle: I know
I am NOT pangit: GOOOO JAIIMEEE!!!
I am NOT pangit: lol
MonkeyFuStyle: I started laughing hella hard
MonkeyFuStyle: LOL
MonkeyFuStyle: shush yew
I am NOT pangit: hee hee
MonkeyFuStyle: *feels like a whore*
I am NOT pangit: OMG
MonkeyFuStyle: :-[
I am NOT pangit: you are
I am NOT pangit: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: >:o
MonkeyFuStyle: BITCH
MonkeyFuStyle: *cry*
MonkeyFuStyle: :'(WAAAAA!!!!:'(
I am NOT pangit: I know
I am NOT pangit: =)
MonkeyFuStyle: brb
I am NOT pangit: kay
MonkeyFuStyle: back
I am NOT pangit: kay
I am NOT pangit: that was fast
I am NOT pangit: o_O
I am NOT pangit: geesh jaimee
MonkeyFuStyle: lol
MonkeyFuStyle: had to clean up
MonkeyFuStyle: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: oh no
I am NOT pangit: wonder what your gf had to say...
I am NOT pangit: LOL
I am NOT pangit: asdf
MonkeyFuStyle: I'm not that quick
I am NOT pangit: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: takes at least 10 mins
MonkeyFuStyle: AT LEAST

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MonkeyFuStyle: MILADEL ALBA
MonkeyFuStyle: TABA
I am NOT pangit: T_T
MonkeyFuStyle: TABACHOY
MonkeyFuStyle: lol
MonkeyFuStyle: I learned some words
MonkeyFuStyle: PUTONGINAMO
MonkeyFuStyle: ...I think that's how you spell it
I am NOT pangit: who told you that?
I am NOT pangit: lol
MonkeyFuStyle: mali it ang titi mo
MonkeyFuStyle: uh...
MonkeyFuStyle: someone in 8th grade
MonkeyFuStyle: peck peck?
I am NOT pangit: LOL
MonkeyFuStyle: XD
MonkeyFuStyle: MALI IT ANG PECK PECK MO!!!
MonkeyFuStyle: *dies*

--

MonkeyFuStyle: I'm farking bored
MonkeyFuStyle: I wanna go kill some jews....er
MonkeyFuStyle: hobos
MonkeyFuStyle: yeah
MonkeyFuStyle: I swear hobos
MonkeyFuStyle: I don't wanna kill jews
I am NOT pangit: hobos are cool..
I am NOT pangit: D:
MonkeyFuStyle: they have nice wine
I am NOT pangit: do you know what there are annual hobo conventions?
MonkeyFuStyle: I have a hobo knife
I am NOT pangit: o_O;;
MonkeyFuStyle: not the smelly ones


Jaimee is of the wierdness.

Song of the moment: "If Ever" by 3rd Story
I am feeling: *sigh*


lol, yeah. Eric and I weren't ment for each other... I kind of knew it from the beginning, but yeah. He was the one that sent me my current song of the moment, too. I hadn't heard that song in like... three years. o_O; But yeah, it's the sweetest song ever. Serious. :P.

Hehe.. I'm still good friends with him, though. And his mom. ^^;;;

*sigh* I had the worst experience with guys this year. First, it was Cinti [Vincent]. Oh my God... I don't even want to talk about him. Gosh. *hits him from a distance. ¬.¬*. Then, it was the other Eric, the one that goes to my school. Ugh. My friends always tried getting us together, and I heard rumors that he liked me. o_O; He also heard rumors that I liked him too? T_T;;. I guess it was our friend's way of trying to get us together, but FAILED. Eric was my best friend back in fourth and fifth grade... and after that, he disspeared until the summer of 8th grade. Gyeah, he's still a really good friend.. a good FRIEND. =P

Then, there's Eugene. lol.. that lasted long. *rolls eyes* Oh well, at least he's with someone from A.S.S.... Kristy's pretty cool. Then, just three days after Eugene broke up with me, Anthony asks me out. o_O;;;;;;;;;;;;; AHHHHHHHHH. I started talking with Anthony a lot a couple of days before Eugene broke up with me... Lorraine and Ed were warning me that he might start liking me or something. I was just like, "ahh.. whatever. I know he's just my friend.". Then, he goes asking me out. ~_~. I didn't feel the same way as he did with me, but I said yes anyway because he was so depressed and stuff at the time, that I couldn't resist being mean and turning him down.

But.. I eventually did. I broke up with him the next day out of guilt. ^^;;;; Ahhhhh. I haven't even talked to him since.... =\. Well, I might IM him--but I don't even know what his screen name is now. *sigh* Then, Eric... oh God, Eric. Being with him was such a fairytale. A very short fairy tale. ^^;;. But still, I will cherish that little time that we had together inmy heart forever. :D


Anywho. The first day of open gym for my school's basketball team was today. Only about 12-13 girls were there, but I know definitely that there will be more next time, and when volleyball season ends. Probably half of the girls in volleyball are trying out for basketball. o_O; I WOULD be part of that half, but I didn't even know that the volleyball tryouts were during the summer. Blah. Anywho.... I did pretty darn good. I was going to play point guard, but I played wing instead because Jessica wanted to be pointguard. Shoot. I dont' think I can be pointguard if Julliana tries out for the team this year. We would have way too many pointguards. *_* Well gyeah, at least I'm trying out for Varsity. I wasn't in the team last year, because I didn't try out. I kept forgetting to get my physical. =(.

Lets see.. breakdancing is going on as I speak, so blah. *cry*. I'll take some other classes, though.

[what else happened..] Oh yeah!! I brought my basketball to school today. Everyone kept stealing it from me, even the Physics teacher. And now watch me cry. ='(. lol.. Some senior from last year's guys basketball team told me to pass him the ball. I did, he turns around because someone called his name, turns his head back, and gets SMACKED on the face with the basketball. XD XD XD XD. It was freaking HILARIOUS as hell. lol. Then, this other tall-ass senior took the ball from Andy [sophmore b-ball player] and was playing monkey in the middle with him. ^^;;. So yeah.... all these guys were playing with my ball as I sat on the bench, reading. I felt like a mother watching my little boys tease and wrestle each other or something. o_O;;;;;

Anywho.... imma go now and either sign on AIM, or go out for a run with my basketball. I haven't decided yet. ^^;

Laytah. ;P

Hey Miyu.. I'm going to sleep now, sorry I couldn't answer your text message. [my cellphone = retard]

But yeah, check your e-mail from the sakura shotgun thing! =)

shh.... my mom might wake up. :x

LOL. She's like, making wierd constipated noises in her sleep. XD. She said earlier that she had gas, maybe she's dreaming about taking a shit or something. o_O;;

=X

Almost forgot:

Open gym for basketball starts tommorow!! Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!! ^.^
Basketball is of the fun-ness.

BUT---since I'm going to the open gym and tryouts for b-ball, I might not be able to go to the hip hop dance classes anymore. Nooooo!!!

Song of the moment: "Change the World" by Eric Clapton
I am feeling: Sad. =(


It's depressing when a big group of people--especially if they're your friends--despise someone else whom is your friend. A big portion of A.S.S. just... dislikes Miyu. =\. I'm not going to shit talk anyone, because both parties are hella cool and I love all of them. And taking sides is stupid. I don't want to play favorites.. I'd rather not be friends with all of them, than betray one party and just side with the other. I'll give both of them my support when they need it, but yeah. Betreyal towards the people that you love is bad. =(

The same thing happened with Anthony, too. Almost everyone freaking hated him. Gosh.. I can't even begin to describe what Corey and Milton did to him while he and I were hanging out at Miggle. It's so depressing. =\.

Okay.. I gotta go now, cuz I'm typing hella slow and quietly because my mom is sleeping right behind me. She just got back from Vegas. ~_~. And do you know the first words I heard SCREAMED from her mouth the second she opened the door? "MILADEL!!! Anong ginagawa mo diyan sa COMPUUUTEERR? Mag lines ka dito HAAAA??!!!!! Anong nangyare sa LIBBIIING ROOOOOOOM???????"

Translation: MILADEL!!!! What are you doing on the compuuuuuuteerr?? Clean up over heeeeree!!!! WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LIVING ROOOOOOOOM?????
Better translation [aka.. the way "normal" parents talk]: Miladel, what are you doing on the Internet? And what happened to the living room? Please clean it up.

Ugh. FOBs are scary. >.<

I am NOT pangit: AHHHH STUPID LIMIT. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEEEEEE DIEEE DIEE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEEEEEE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE


AIM is of the whackage. *cry* D;

Songs of the moment: "Everything to Everyone" by Everclear
I am feeling: HYPER


KoreanGenius12: you knwo what Ms. Danino makes me do?
I am NOT pangit: uhhhh
I am NOT pangit: if its like
I am NOT pangit: sexual
I am NOT pangit: and nasty
I am NOT pangit: i don't want to know
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: LOL
KoreanGenius12: She makes me make her coffee, tea, and makes my clean her car
KoreanGenius12: AHH!
KoreanGenius12: NO!!!

---

KoreanGenius12: I thought my mom kept saying "fart" in Korean to our minister...
KoreanGenius12: BANGOO!
I am NOT pangit: LOL
KoreanGenius12: I guess, BAGOO means Bible
I am NOT pangit: haha
KoreanGenius12: so I kep thinking that my mom was saying that she was inspired my the fart,or something
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: what if she was?
I am NOT pangit: *ponders*
KoreanGenius12: *I was so inspired my the FART*
KoreanGenius12: *the fart changed my life*
KoreanGenius12: hehe

o_O;;;

Songs of the moment: "The Rockafellar Skank" by Fatboy Slim and "Why Don't You Get a Job" by Offspring
I am feeling: Still good! XD



Wh0000000t. I was so scared that I might be getting a B in U.S. History.. but guess what? A, baby!!! XD. Wee. Dude, you know what? The Physics teacher is so friggin' wierd. The only thing we do in that class is watch the videos that he made with a few chosen students. Last year, he made a "Cribs" episode of his ghetto lil' apartment, and this year, he's working on a "Diary" home movie with Craig and Monica [a.k.a. the FOB "Monnie" with no DOE.... XD]. He also made this movie, with him capturing a bunch of bees and 'freezing' them in a freezer, just enough to get them unconcious. When they're all 'sleeping', he grabs them, puts glue on thier feet and glues them onto an airplane he made from toothpics. When they woke up, they flew away--taking the toothpic airplane with them. He made a bee-propellered airplaine. -_-.

And when he was like.. in 5th grade, he did the same thing except he TIED a string on one of the bee's necks and made a literal, bee balloon. ¬.¬

We have teachers that graduated from Princeton--and instead of going off into some urban city and making hella money by being a doctor or whatever, they decide to teach at Harbor. o_O; But supposedly, Harbor is the top 3 public school in California. That's pretty good, I guess. Our school isn't even that hard, though. Either that, or we have hella smart kids. o_O;; There are actually a couple of freshman in freaking Algebra 2/Pre-Cal. Shoot.... and I though I was special because I got into ROP Computer Graphics when I was a frosh. [The only qualification for that class is that you have to be 16 or a Junior to have it. I was neither, but I didn't give up. I NEVER GIVE UP. >=D]

I asked Jason if I could have one of his Nila cookies this morning, and he gave me the whole bag. o_O;. I gave most of it to Debbie during English, though. English... God... My teacher is so stupid. English is my best subject AND my favorite, but his class is SO BORING. But I had fun in Computer Graphics, though. Got to work on my Flash logo thingy.... I'm almost finished with that. Tee hee. Now I know enough Flash to make a webpage! Sorta... And I was talking to this guy named Jacob in my class through AIM. Gyeah.. o_O

Oh! Speaking of webpages, I was planning my new layout for a future website. I might have a mini [very small] Flash intro in the front splash page, and probably a little internal Flash, too. Wheeee. Flash is fun! The only problem is---getting space and a new domain. Bernie said she can get me a really GOOD deal. Only 8 dollars a year for a domain! His dad works for some Computer Company or something, and she said she might be able to buy me space, too. :D

In the meantime, if I don't get a lazy, [o_O] I'll make a better looking layout than one from Blogger. No offense to Blogger, but their layouts are a little too white for me. ^^;. Ho hum... after I left school today, I gave Lorraine all of my Kpop and Jpop music video CDs [there was like... 10 of them]. They're not really mine, Dara left them in my hands when he moved out. He probably forgot about them... or is too nice to ask for them back... or is too far and lazy to drive to our house to get them back. lol. Oh well, at least he has one of MY Shinhwa music video CDs... and I never even got to watch it. It was the one the Tequila sent to me, btw. I love that guy even if he DIDN'T send me CDs. lol. I already loved him before that, though. :P I gave him relationship advice like... a year ago, I've talked to him on the phone and I always talk to him online when I see him, we're almost like sisters....err I mean brother and sister! :D

Holy Shiznizzer... where the freak is my Japanese rock CD? *_* Poo, I might have accidentally given it to Lorraine. D:. SHE HAS MY GACKT! SHE WILL PAY!!! ^^;. All I have right now is.. 600 Jpop, Kpop, Krock and other miscelleneus Asian music and this CD with a bunch of American rock with random R&B songs. Speaking of A-rock, I mother freaking LOVE The Vines!!! Dude... the front man of that band is so freaking hardcore. I LOVE HARDCORENESS. That's why I love Gackt, he's hella hardcore! *_*. [singing]

Gotta get outtathaway!
No time for me to stay
Everyone in the world dont affect you

C'mon
C'mon
C'mon

Gotta get outtathaway!
No time for me to stay
When I speak out of line
I don't believe in time

^^;;

LISTEN TO LIMP BIZKIT'S, "FAITH" RIGHT NOW.

I freaking love that song. So what if it's old? It's still cool. :D

Love comes dooown, without DEVOTION
Well, it takes a strong WOman, baby
But I'm.. SHOWING YOU THAT DOOR

You gotta have FAIIIIITTTTTHHHH
GOTTA HAVE FAIIIITTTTHHHH
GOTTA HAVE FAIIITTTTHHHH
GOTTA HAVE FAIIITTTTTTTTHHH
GET THE FUCK UP!!!!

lol. What am I turning into? And I really going to pursue the inner punk of Mil? The outrageous, rebellious side of Mil, hidden deep within? Well, it hasn't been FULLY hidden, but it's hidden deep enough. *sigh* I don't know what or who I am. Everytime I think I have myself figured, there's always another part of me that goes, "OH HELL, NO. YOU ARE NOT LIKE THAT, YOU'RE LIKE ME". And you know what? I'm pretty sure it's not from influence, because there is definitely NO ONE around me that is like that.. is like what I'm starting to become. Hey, maybe this is just another one of my stages. I think i'm turning into something, but I'm really not. o_O;;;;

I am a very confusing person, personality wise. ~_~;;

Song of the moment: "All I Want" by Offspring [They play this song in the game, Crazy Taxi]
I am feeling: Good.


Despite having school tommorow, having Christina stay at my house for almost a full 24 hours--making a mess downstairs, using my cell phone probably the 20 hours that she was here calling 510 and 858. Dude.. she dialed those numbers so many times, and my mom's gonna ask me what I was doing calling San Diego and talking for like 93793745734957934759345 hours. Fuck. I might even get my phone taken away. -_-;;;; Christina doesn't just do this to me, but she does it to Kyle... she actually calls San Diego from school on Kyle's cell phone just so she can talk to her bf. She used Lorraine's cell phone to call him last night at the Boadrwalk, too... and she used MINE and *checks* TALKED FOR OVER 7 HOURS IN ONE DAY. wtf.... at least i'm not paying for it. I just hope I don't get in trouble. lol.

But yeah, it's alright if my friends use my cell phone now and then, and like.. I don't mind or anything, but HOGGING it an ENTIRE DAY and making a MESS in my house totally just stretching out her welcome, is just... ugh. That's what pisses me off. She doesn't give a shit about ANYTHING she does. She criticizes people all the time, makes fun of them... laughs in their faces. Hell, I do that too... but to strangers? Little kids? She was laughing at a little boy probably around the age of 5 because of what he was wairing. Stephanie was just like.... "Dude, he's a little kid. Let it go." -_-;;;

Okay... anywho, I'm just happy that tommorow is an 'A' Day. Wheee.. hella short day for me! I have my 00 period [US History], Intensive English, and Computer Graphics. Easyness LIEK WHUT. XD. My English teacher is so lame. All he ever does in that class is relax in his chair, reading his newspaper while we write 927439827384273423 pages worth of reviewing ONE single chapter in "Lord of the Flies". o_O; Lame lame lame. My Computer Graphics class is relaxing... I get to sit in front of the computer [something i am VERY good at] and do stuff i like doing. Stuff that I might and most likely will do as my future career. Currently, we're making Flash Logo designs... and I'm working on a really cool Ray card flipping across the page, and then an Eva pilot comes STOMPING into the image and crushes the Eva card that has Rei Ayanami in it. Gyeah... if ever I finish it, I'll post it here. ^^;

I don't know what I'm going to do tommorow when school is over. Probably clean...? -_-; My mom and sister are comming back tommorow. Oh yeah, if I failed to tell you guys this--my step dad isn't comming back. lol. He's moving out. My mom, sister and step dad basically went to Las Vegas so that he can get away from our family and find a new job + apartment. Whatever.... he and I never talked anyway. Plus, I get to use the computer more often when my mom is off to work, so I could work on web sites for my Graphix club.

Also---my sister is going back to the Philippines in about a week or so!! You know what that means... more freedom. =). And more privacy! My sister and stepdad gone? yay. And you know what...? Since my sister won't be here to watch my every single move [same with my stepdad] then I can actually SNEAK out of the house and stuff and go to places! Wheeee. I've always wanted to do that, but either my sister or stepdad was always there to stop me. Hehe. Go rebellious Mil! ^.^ I can even go to the Sac tourney AND Vallejo tournament, since my mom will have less 'eyes' and my chances of being caught is negatively undefiable! :D

Sneaking out of the house, taking the Greyhound bus to Sac + Vallejo and getting a ride back/taking the bus back to Santa Cruz then sneaking back into my house, into my comfortable bed in under one weekend? Sounds like fun. =)

But yeah... I must go now. Just because I am more of a rebel now than I was before, doesn't give me a reason to drop my 4.0 average. Although... that is kind of going down as of late. *dies* I'll bring it up, though. I always do! :D

Laytah, and sweet dreams.

Song of the moment: "Eh Een Chaht Geh" by S.E.S.
I am feeling: Good.


Isaac/David [David is his 'real' name, but I'm used to calling him by his birthname, Isaac. o_O] sent me three possibilities for his senior pic:








Which one do you think will go better on his school yearbook? :P

Song of the moment: "Another World" by Gackt
I am feeling: Happi


SaKuRa ShOtGuN: I should get in the Yuna costume and get into that pose that she has on the CG, where she's sending people
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: lol
I am NOT pangit: hahahahaha
I am NOT pangit: i should dress up in a guy school uniform and you can wair that fuku
I am NOT pangit: and we can walk side by side
I am NOT pangit: XD
I am NOT pangit: see people's ractions
I am NOT pangit: lol
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: Okay
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: hehe!
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: Omg
I am NOT pangit: hahahaha
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: do it at the boardwalk
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: im so up for it
I am NOT pangit: O_O
I am NOT pangit: alright!!!
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: ROFL
I am NOT pangit: hahahahaha
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: Then i can use the girl voice
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: then you can talk all deep
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: LOL
I am NOT pangit: yeaaahhh
I am NOT pangit: OMG
I am NOT pangit: and i can tape my boobs down
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: That'd be hilarious
I am NOT pangit: and like
I am NOT pangit: LOL
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: LOL
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: i'll use Sock
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: socks*
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: O_O;
I am NOT pangit: hahahahahahaha
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: we should do a routine like that
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: it'd be hella funny
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: O_O;
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: sure!!
I am NOT pangit: XD
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: lol
I am NOT pangit: we can work on it if i go to the vallejo tournament
I am NOT pangit: lol

Song of the moment: "Anata Ga Shiteiru Watashi Ga" by Fukada Kyoko
I am feeling: Happi and Hungry. o_O;;


SaKuRa ShOtGuN: There was this girl at our school the other day, she was staggering around saying "Im so horny, someone save me"
I am NOT pangit: LOL
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: I was like....
SaKuRa ShOtGuN: "go to the bathroom"

Miyu-san says the funniest things, I swair. And he has the coolest life and the coolest school... and the coolest style and the coolest voice. o_O;;;

Blah.. there is school tommorow. I cry. ='(

Convo with Lorraine
SweetBaby900: omg! did christina tell you about the "dog article"?
I am NOT pangit: lol
I am NOT pangit: nope
SweetBaby900: the fluffy one
SweetBaby900: omG!!
SweetBaby900: its the most disgusting thing
SweetBaby900: ok like
I am NOT pangit: hahahahahaha
I am NOT pangit: wtf?
SweetBaby900: in this article there was this, i guess poll about american people who are divorced
SweetBaby900: and i think she said that since their lonley most of them have dogs
SweetBaby900: and you know what i mean about "lonley"
SweetBaby900: no unF for the night XD
I am NOT pangit: O_O
SweetBaby900: so....... like.........
SweetBaby900: they'd get their dogs...
SweetBaby900: >.<
SweetBaby900: and
I am NOT pangit: EWWW
SweetBaby900: put honey
I am NOT pangit: WHAT THE HELL
SweetBaby900: on their um
SweetBaby900: lower place
SweetBaby900: and the dog um
I am NOT pangit: sdfglkjsdfgl;kjsdfglkjdsfgl;kjsdfg;lkj
SweetBaby900: LICKS IT
I am NOT pangit: that's sick..
SweetBaby900: there more!
I am NOT pangit: lol
SweetBaby900: the can train the dog to unF
SweetBaby900: so they put tape in their nails so they one get scratched 0.o;;
SweetBaby900: they wont*
I am NOT pangit: uhhh
I am NOT pangit: *confused*
I am NOT pangit: o_O;
SweetBaby900: so picture a women and a dog unFing... ew... bad picture
SweetBaby900: lol like people can train their dogs to unF... in other words unF a girl
I am NOT pangit: eww
I am NOT pangit: lol
SweetBaby900: so when they do unF the girl... they put tape on the nail so they wont get scratched
SweetBaby900: >.<

Song of the moment: "FF Tribute--Chocobo Remix" by Joe Redifer
I am feeling: Good. ^.^


Hahahahahaha. You MUST watch this FF Tribute thingy that Miyu sent me. Freaking hilarious as hell! :o
WATCH IT NOW, I SAY!

Song of the moment: "Kokoro Kara Kokoro E" by Soul Scream and "Falling in Love" by 1Tym
I am feeling: Hyper


lol... it's almost 5AM, I'm still awake, and still hyper. o_O;;;;;

Anywho... do you know what time it is? ITS FLASHBACK TIME. I was scrolling through all of my old images in my computer [I save every single image I have in my computer. stuff i get from the internet, pictures---especially the ones that I make for banners and graphics, EVERY SINGLE PSD THAT I MAKE. That takes A LOT of memory, y'know. *dies*

I'll just post a bunch of old pictures and good 'ole memories. =)

The bigger version of my "ass" pic XD
^This was when I was freestyling on the PPP machine at SVGL for the very first time. This was like.... a year and a half ago? I dunno, but I'm for certain that this was a few weeks after they got PPP.

Samantha and Ryan @ the Boardwalk
^This was a long time ago, too... I think the summer before last? This was when they were still together.

Me humping Lisa with an orange cone
^ANYONE WHO REMEMBERS THE ORANGE CONE THING IS MY GOD. This subject was actually up for a really long time in the DDR world, sorta. At least, to my group of *cough* friends. o_O;; Gyeah. That day was very, very fun and memorable. I remember humping EVERYONE at the Boardwalk with my orange cone. My beloved, orange cone. I also went up to Aramis while he was playing Beatmania... humped him right up the butt. Lorraine had a little movie of it!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Funny ass stuff. The movie was worse than the most 'exciting' chase parts of the Blaire Witch movie. After I humped Aramis, I hid behind Lorraine and Aramis was moving the camera up sooo much... and every single glimpse of me and Aramis was just hilarious. When it was showing Aramis from a floor view, he had his FOB "oh my god.. you are going to DIE" look and whenever the camera faced me, I was just snickering behind Lorraine being the mischevious person that I am. XD XD XD XD XD

Let's see... what else happened that day.. *digging deep down into my rusty memory*

Okay, I can't remember anymore. BUT, I do remember another significant, funny memory from the Boardwalk. Twice, whenever someone that likes Lorraine goes to the Boardwalk to hang out with her [the first time with... i forgot his name and the second, with her boyfriend, ed.] But yeah... I went to the market a few minutes from the Boardwalk, bought "extra pleasure" condoms from Trojan, and two banana-flavored mexican ice pops. I went back to the arcade, shoved the brown bag into Lorraine's hands, and ran away. XD

Another moment--I was chasing after Lorraine, tripped on one of the stools, fell and stayed crumpled up into fetal position in the middle of the arcade, looking pathetically stupid.

Moment from the mall arcade--[try to picture this scene in your head, and you'll see how it was hilariously stupid] I was hanging in between two racing machines. Each of my lower arms on its own machine. I take a swing, fall, and BOTH of my arms were stuck up above my head. I was stuck [duh]. It was a total Kodak moment, and Lorraine was just standing in front of me... laughing. =(. I eventually wriggled out of the space in between the two machines, and fell on the ground... once again, in fetal position. After the pain passed away... I just started laughing with Lorraine from my own stupidity. ^^;; I like laughing at myself. =)


Before DDR
AFTER DDR
^Scary, huh? x_X. Yeah... I lost like 98795345934543 pounds after playing DDR. And that "after" pic is soooo old, too.. I lost even more weight after I took that picture, from basketball and tae kwon do.


This. Looks. Wrong.
^Wow.... this picture is just. Whoa. -_-. I was just being silly and sticking my tounge out at Stephanie, and the outcome of the picture... looks like I... don't even want to say. *dies*


Chocolate 1
Chocolate 2
^LOL. This was when Lorraine and I made brownies, after working on our routine that we never used in an actual competition. I think we were watching the Food Channel, and they were making something chocolatey. Lorraine and I were drooling on the TV, until I remembered that I had brownie mix in my kitchen!!! We get the brownie mix, everything else... until I find out that we didn't have any utensils for the mixing part, so we decided to use our hands to mix in the indregients. XD. The second picture shows how ghetto my house is. We didn't have pans for proper brownies... but, we had CUPCAKE MOLDS. Yup. Brownies in a cupcake. o_O;;;


Group Hug!!
^Ahhh!!! It's Rob aka Pepsi PnoY [back then, anyways] and Mistare Hattori Hanzo suffocating me at SVGL! *dies* Old ass picture.


*chants* SVM! SVM! SVM!
^Wow... I lost weight before this picture, too. o_O. Anywho... this was taken almost two years ago at Great America. This was a private thing... and only a small number of people were allowed to be in the park. Keith had an extra ticket, so yeah. Yay. :D lol, I remember when my mom dropped me off at GA. She got my sister to walk me to the gate, where I met Keith, and asked him for his FULL name, phone numberS, address, and information about his parents. *sigh*

[From left to right, up-down]

Keith, Hazy, *forgot*, Me, DJ Drakonis, Mike...?, Hattori Hanzo, Rob


Me and Tequilla!!
^This was taken right after the CVGL tournament ended. Tequila is the coolest person eeevveerrr!!! XD


Old pic of me and my sister
^Another year-old pic.


Me and my old room
^Hey, look! It's me being stupid in my old room! [Like there ever is a time when I'm NOT stupid. XD]
This was... two years ago. I think. I just know it's old. o_O;;;;;


PRESH!
^XD


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^LOL. This was when I was so hungry and there was NOTHING to eat in my house except for that Chewy bar that I already finished. So... I ate the wrapper. o_O;;;


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^o_O;;

Song of the moment: "Candy Girl" by Hitomi
I am feeling: Right now, I have to go to the bathroom. But I'll hold it in and go after this blog. :x


[continuation of the thing that Benji was telling me about, but kept with the parts when I was talking] <---whoa. bad grammar. I'm too much in a hurry right now to fix it, but i might fix it later if i remember o_O;;;;;;;


SD WPN OmeGA: should I tell you more?
I am NOT pangit: sure, if you want.. lol
I am NOT pangit: or, you could have sent me the link and i could have read the results myself ^^;;
I am NOT pangit: hehe
SD WPN OmeGA: its not a link
I am NOT pangit: where is it from?
SD WPN OmeGA: lets just say its from my 'knowledge book'
I am NOT pangit: o_O
SD WPN OmeGA: should I continue?
I am NOT pangit: sure
SD WPN OmeGA: ok... lets see...
SD WPN OmeGA: It's very important to the lasting success of jun.7 ppl that they should go deeply into life and not be content to skim merrily along its surface. Often judged to be superficial, they must expand their horizons beyond the material aspects of life, such as clothes, car, house, and money. This will also be a key benifactore in determining whether or not they can form close friendships and deep commitments.
I am NOT pangit: lol
SD WPN OmeGA: Should they refuse to seek a more profound basis for thier lives, they will generally fail repeatedly to establish intimacy in their personal relationship. those born on this day may be aware of their deficiancies until one day someone they really care about breaks the news to them , perhaps not to generally either.
I am NOT pangit: :x
SD WPN OmeGA: Ususally the 'language' at which june 7 ppl excel is decidedly non-verbaland may not be particualarly intelectual either.Visual and body language come naturally to them as does the language of love. Their desire to seduce others may take both a physical and verbal form. Unfourtunately, what signifies much to others may for jun 7 person be merely a passing fancy. Thus their ability to dissapoint is great.
I am NOT pangit: LOL
I am NOT pangit: the beginning of that is so false
SD WPN OmeGA: At times you may show a tendancy toward seemingly bizzare behavior. For the most part this is harmless diversion: perhaps they are just trying out a new activity or manner of expression, as someone else might try on a new hat. Indeed, jun 7 ppl are some of the most fun ppl of the year-this is particularly true when they play the hose.
SD WPN OmeGA: +t
SD WPN OmeGA: -e
I am NOT pangit: hehe.. interesting
SD WPN OmeGA: jun 7 ppl are decidedly sensuous and physical types who enjoy many forms of movement and body contact. In addition, they delight in shocking ppl and playing jokes. Most of all they despise pretentious types who put on airs. Even when highly successful, those born on this day pride themselves on keeping the common touch and remaning in tune with the times. Entertainment is probably what gives them the greatest satisfaction, whether appreciating a preformance or preforming themselves.
I am NOT pangit: oohh
I am NOT pangit: that is mostly true..
SD WPN OmeGA: all of that stuff was just the general stuff....
I am NOT pangit: damn
I am NOT pangit: this is from a book?
SD WPN OmeGA: all that stuff I typed... all your general facts...
I am NOT pangit: wow
I am NOT pangit: cool
SD WPN OmeGA: but it says that you have a crave for junk food
I am NOT pangit: LOL
I am NOT pangit: i LIVE on junk food
I am NOT pangit: XD
SD WPN OmeGA: when youre serious... you dont eat too much...
SD WPN OmeGA: and that you're usually concerned about your complexion and physical health.
I am NOT pangit: that is... 95% right ^^;
SD WPN OmeGA: it also says flamboyant sports and unconventional forms of excercise attreact you
SD WPN OmeGA: -e
I am NOT pangit: hehe
SD WPN OmeGA: DDR
SD WPN OmeGA: haha
I am NOT pangit: XD


I'll just edit this or something when he gives me more stuff from te results in his book. "BRB"!!!

Edit: Okay, nevermind. That's everything from my birthday result... thing. I can't believe how most of that stuff is true. Creepy...

Song of the moment: "Dahil Sa'yo'" by Andrew E.
I am feeling: Awake, bored and lazy. o_O;


Through the natural healing powers of music, I am gradually getting better. Wheeeee. Now here are some tests that I took because I am THAT bored! And what time is it.... almost 3 AM? ^^;;;

You are ... Jessica Lovejoy

Take the Simpsons Quiz @ Space Monkey Mafia dot com

I... don't know.. what to say about this result.... =X

Invader Zim Quiz v2.0 @ Space Monkey Mafia

o_O;;;

You are: 37.5% Raver Geek

You are mostly a raver. You know your way around a computer, but you would rather be out partying and dancing than sitting around typing on a keyboard.

Take This Quiz @ Space Monkey Mafia dot com

What the hell. I've never been to a single rave in my entire life... and I didn't even know WHAT a rave was, until I started posting on DDR Freak and heard about ravers. o_O;;


This isn't one that I did myself, but my friend asked me for my birthday and told me the results:

SD WPN OmeGA: hey mil whens your Bday?
I am NOT pangit: june 7
SD WPN OmeGA: The day of the entertainer
SD WPN OmeGA: Strenghts: Entertaining, Funny, Charming
SD WPN OmeGA: Weakneses: Undependable, Preoccupied, Insensitive
SD WPN OmeGA: you share a b-day with Prince...
SD WPN OmeGA: & jessica tandy
SD WPN OmeGA: whoever she is....
SD WPN OmeGA: some 'entertainer' lol
SD WPN OmeGA: I guess film buisness
SD WPN OmeGA: Advice: Beware of your seductive powers; you may lead others on and regret it later. Try to entertain yourself(be more indep[endant of your need for an audience). Study your subjects as thoroughly as possible, and be just as serious about what you say.
SD WPN OmeGA: Medetation: Human beings are like flowers at onceso delicate and durable.
SD WPN OmeGA: These colorful figures may be impractical or unreliable dreamers but they sure know how to pick up on the wishes and thoughts of others.
SD WPN OmeGA: Indeed their influence and charisma can lead to dissapointment in the sense that they may be chosen to fill a commanding role for which they are not suited.
SD WPN OmeGA: thats continuing yours
SD WPN OmeGA: Nonetheless, should they venture out to achieve wider acclaim in scociety at large, those born on this day have what it takes to captivate others with their seductive charm. Often talentis employed in an easy manner, free of self-counscoiusness or calculation.
SD WPN OmeGA: its no test...
SD WPN OmeGA: its your background
SD WPN OmeGA: all written... I shit you not
SD WPN OmeGA: It's very important to the lasting success of jun.7 ppl that they should go deeply into life and not be content to skim merrily along its surface. Often judged to be superficial, they must expand their horizons beyond the material aspects of life, such as clothes, car, house, and money. This will also be a key benifactore in determining whether or not they can form close friendships and deep commitments.


I took out all but one of the things that I said, to avoid confusion. o_O

Song of the moment:"Dooms Day" by Gackt
I feel: Like ranting


You know what? I thought I was getting better. Especially after Miyu called me. He's hella cool, and I can't believe he's a guy! :x

But yeah. After I got off the phone, I go online and checked my email. I get this stupid, tacktless email from ____ [I'll keep his privacy, due to my stupid integrity]. Yeah, I'll just post the whole series of back and forth email here.

Email 1 - ____
"If you translate this, I'll die laughing...

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Nega Gaggyo e Itnun Namja Saranghe. Namja Iirum un, Dirron Iiya... Nega Gei Ahniiya... HaHaHa...

Ask me about it when you're done...

(it's not true though... just wanted to play with your head)"

Reply 1 - Me
*holding back the urge to say, "How the hell should I know? I'm not fucking Korean. And why would I care?"* [I hold things back A LOT, usually to people that I care about as friends and that I think are 'cool' most of the time.]

"o_O;;;

Uhh.... if you haven't noticed, I'm not Korean. XD"

Reply 2 - ____
"No, you smartass... there are other wayz of figuring it out...

durrr... tard



*the "re" chuckles*"

Reply 3 - Me
[Okay. I hold back the urge to make him look utterly stupid, and he returns the favor by calling me a smartass. WHO'S the smartass? Heh. With the shit that happened today, this little comment totally triggered me. You don't know ____, he's already got into a back-and-forth argument with Lorraine, over something stupid. He always does stupid things, and says unnecessary comments--especially about Filipinos. Like, for example, how Filipinos are stupid and that Korea has so much more accomplishments than the Philippines. He was comparing facts about OTHER people and the accomplishments of OTHERS, instead of giving out facts about himself, and the idiocy of the person he's having the argument with. But when he does, he obsesses about his "high IQ", and how he's the smartest kid in Junior High. He even says how he's smarter than SOME high schoolers. Sure, that may be true, but SO? Not everyone is based in one single scale of smartness and lack of ability to learn.]

"Heh. Who's PMSing now? *rolls eyes* And don't give me some shit and reply with "duuurr... i wasn't PMSing. Unlike you, 979347593475435% of the time. I was being sarcastic" because that's usually the reason why Lorraine and I act the same way with you, at least... at the beginning of each fight. Although, your hypocritical replies and vice nonsense eventually DOES start to piss us off.

And I'M the smart ass? I completely held out the urge to be a bitch in my last reply, because I didn't want to get into another USELESS fight with you like Lorraine. There are other, more important things I have to worry about like my stepdad moving out because of ME, old rival 'friend' issues with George, and other shit that I am not obliged to tell you.

I'll stop there with my shit from you. If you want war, I'll give you war... if you really really, need war, just announce it. I am fucking there. Just be ready to read an eternity worth's of ranting, bitching and reasons why Lorraine and I feel the way we feel about you, most of the time. You know what? I hold a lot of things back because I have enough conflict and fights in my insignificant life than to have one that can be delt with "I'm sorries" and forgetting.

But if you really want it, need it, crave for it, then I'll fucking give it to you. Don't mess with a GIRL that has had so much shit in her life, that holds EVERYTHING inside, until times like this... times of idiocy and worthless imbecility. Do you know what I had to go through when I was only 7 with my FIRST stepdad? He was handicapped. My mom was never home, so I had to take care of him. Do you know what I had to do? Do you? I had to clean his diapers, clean out his urinal, and fucking walk him to the bathroom... at the times that he knows he actually knows that he has to go. Although, he usually just shits in his fucking wheelchair, leaving me to clean after it. Heh.

My mom? Yeah, she still hits me. Always has, still does and always will. She hit me right across the head in front of my friends, in my own birthday party while bitching how I wasn't being a good hostess to my friends. Do you know what my real dad used to do to my brother back in the Philippines for punishment? He would whip my brother across his bony, meatless back and hang him from his feet to the ceiling. Do you know what illness my brother had back then? He had an internal organ deficiency, which can be fatal, if certain situations were harsh. He threw up blood and he was so skinny, he always had to go to the hospital to get injected so that he wouldn't die from the shortage of blood. And me? What did my dad do to me in the Philippines? He gave me bruises that lasted for weeks, several black eyes and bloody noses. I was only 3--turning 4.

I'm sad to say it, but I'm glad that he's passed away.

Do you want me to go on? Do you?

From now on, for every stupid shit you give me that consists of idiot replies and useless nonsense that hold hypocritical value, I will give you a page of bitching. Go ahead, say that I'm on PMS. Say that I'm a bitch. My own mother calls me a bitch, and I don't care. Do you think that I would care if you called me a bitch? Are you really THAT important in my life, that your every single diss, opinion and critiscizm to me, at me or about me really makes that much of an impact on me? Are you?

So go on, start a war. I don't care either way.. again, either pretending that nothing happened and be buddy-buddy again; or having a vice argument about all the shit that I said to you, you said to me, and we said to each other like what you did with Lorraine. Just remember--I can be a really good friend, but if you seriously crave to be my enemy, then I can be the worst enemy in the entire history and future history of your life."

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I can hold things in for a long time, but if a bunch of shit piles up higher and higher in my "jar of taciturnity" in one single day, and then someone goes of saying something stupid after a history of saying stupid things, then I go all out. At least I'm giving him and option of backing out. That's all I need, but if he really wants war, then he is definitely setting himself up to failure. Afterall, my teachers and friends always said that I would make a good lawyer, because I never lose an argument I was ment to win.